I watched as the rain fell heavily around me before I felt the icy prickled blasts on my pale skin. My mind billions of miles away from where my feet stand firmly planted. For a fleeting moment I am reminded of yoga in the rain, back to the earth and beautiful.
Back when my heart was brave enough to seek bliss, I am haunted and tormented. Engulfed in seclusion…my only answer, steps of grace riddled with grief. No longer listening to my heart I carry on, a shell of my former self, the strength I once carried…is fading…
See the fire blowing in my eyes higher and higher, a dream of standing on my own is bitter sweet. Songs played louder and louder in an attempt to drown out your voice in my head…I stare unknowingly off into reverie…
These walls screaming for a conformity that I can not achieve .. a sickness in my heart beats out the story of my life… and I lie awake in the night after night…a constant reminder of my abnormality…
